We're all kinds of crazy!!!

Monday, June 27

You Are Special

Sometimes (actually most times) we worry too much about what other people think of us.

Last night my daughter read to us from this book:

(Read the story by clicking here.)

It is one of my favorite books to read to my kids. As it was read to me by my daughter I realized that I need to apply it's message to myself more often.

You may think you know a lot about me, and some of the things you think you know, you might be right about. You may not recognize some of my good qualities. I may not always recognize them either. But my 'woodworker' sees all of them. He knows how every notch and divot makes me unique and special. He sees the beauty in me, even if you don't...even if I don't. He helps me turn my weaknesses into strengths and teaches me how to be all that I was created to be.

I am special....and it doesn't matter if you know it or not, your dots won't stick to me....because my Heavenly Father knows it, and (sometimes) I know it too.

Wednesday, June 22

My World - And So Much More

Every time I write something I try to use the perfect words. I don't think that there are any words that could describe properly what I want to write about today. You see, today is my anniversary! 9 years ago today I  married a very charming and handsome man! We were sealed in the Bountiful temple. We knelt across the altar, looked into each others' eyes, and knew that our lives were intertwined, not only for the rest of this life, but for eternity. We looked forward to our future together and the joy in our posterity that is always mentioned.

Here we sit, 9 years later. We recognize that joy in our posterity -- 5 children who belong with us, who complete our family unit and make us whole. Today we celebrate the day we took that first step, and we also celebrate the innumerable days that will follow that we are overwhelmingly blessed for making that decision.

I just want to share a few thoughts about my precious husband.(I know that doesn't sound very manly, but he is absolutely precious to me in every sense of the word.)

My husband is AMAZING! Just the fact that he puts up with me on a daily basis should probably earn him some kind of an award. But he doesn't just put up with me. He cherishes me. He offers me his unselfish service on a regular basis. He is gentle with me and my tender heart, respecting my emotions and all of the hardships they may stir up.

He makes me smile. He makes me laugh. He not only allows me to be my ridiculous self, but he loves me for it.

He is chivalrous, in fact, I could probably count on my fingers how many times I have opened a door for myself in the last nine years. He always does that for me, not because I lack the ability to do it myself, but because he believes I should not have to. He is an absolute gentleman, and he shares this example with my children. Because of this my daughters will know how they deserve to be treated, and my son will know how he should be treating precious daughters of God.

He has NEVER yelled at me...ever. He cares about my feelings more than his own pride.

He has a knowledge, understanding, and testimony of God and his role in God's plan for our happiness. He holds the priesthood, and I know that because of that our entire family is blessed on a daily basis.

He is incredibly good-looking! This is not because of his bright blue eyes, or his rosy cheeks, or the way his muscles bulge from his arms while he is playing guitar hero -- though I do LOVE all of these things. He is so good-looking because his countenance shows through all of those things. Because the person that he is is no less than astounding!

These examples only demonstrate a part of who he is and what he means to me. Nearly everything that is good about my life can be attributed to him in some way. I am more grateful for him than words could ever describe.

*Oh, and did I mention that even now, 9 years later, he still gives me butterflies in my stomach? I would definitely call that a successful marriage!

Happy Anniversary Love!

Friday, June 17

The Sound of Sunshine

I just spent two hours with Emma watching videos on youtube. We were singing and dancing around the room. It was like our own little concert! Emma had her water bottle microphone and I had my baby bottle microphone!

I am still in my pj's and I haven't gotten anything else done today, but that was sooooo worth it! I love spending time with my kids, especially when we get to goof off and act crazy and stupid without worrying about what anyone is thinking of us. What a blast!

The last song we listened to before we took our lunch break is a great song to describe my day so far. The Sound of Sunshine...give it a listen and let it brighten your day!

Monday, June 13

Sugar and Spice and Everything Nice...

My little Emma is such a terrific little girl. She loves to draw and write and learn. She is very talented.

Yesterday she made me a card. She drew a picture of her hugging me and she wrote, "Love is for everyone aspeshely you! I love you Mom!" with a big heart! It really made my day! The misspelled word made it even more precious somehow.

Today she wanted to write a story. She titled it The Hudg (huge) Flower. It is a cute little story and I want to share it with you, complete with all of her misspellings and run-on sentences and what-not. They make it extra special!
  
The Hudg Flower
One day I was sitting on the portch and said to myself I'm bord. Then I put my head up to look but then I saw a HUDGE FLOWER then I got up and yelled MOM! MOM! And dashed into the house then mom came out and SCREAMED! Then Mom fated.
THE END 

The story was complete with a drawing of me in the process of fainting next too a huge flower, roughly the size of a large tree. Cutest thing ever, right? I love that little girl!   

Friday, June 10

Yep...

"Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God, he hears you
And pray to God, he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life"

Double Yep...

"I never knew
I never knew that everything was falling through
That everyone I knew was waiting on a queue
To turn and run when all I needed was the truth
But that's how it's got to be
It's coming down to nothing more than apathy
I'd rather run the other way than stay and see
The smoke and who's still standing when it clears

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along
But that's disregard
Find another friend and you discard
As you lose the argument in a cable car
Hanging above as the canyon comes between

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

Everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your ...

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

And everyone knows I'm in
Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind"

Monday, June 6

Short, Sweet, & To The Point...

I feel the need today to share with everyone my testimony about....my testimony.

I am so grateful for my testimony. My testimony is so important to me. It shapes who I am on a daily basis. It is precious and tender. It is strong yet pliable, and can change shape as quickly and easily as the Spirit can whisper a tiny word or phrase. There are no limits to how large it can grow. It is special. It is sacred. It is irreplaceable. And it is mine.

I am blessed.